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Bye bye civic

2010-08-31T06:46:00.002+08:00

Well this is a great start to my 3rd semester in University Malaya. It was the day where every muslim in the country waiting for but it is also the day that thugs and vile scums took advantage. The first day of puasa my car was stolen. Yes you heard me...stolen!
I thought it would be a normal day for me to wake up and go to class as usual on a Wednesday. Since it was the 1st day of puasa, i was sort of excited to go to class. I woke up to the sound of my handphone ringing. I look at the caller id and it says mum's driver. I thought that the driver or pakcik as i always call him, wanted to give me some files for my mother. However it struck me as odd when he ask whether i am at class. When i told him i was in the room upstairs, he sounded shock and told me the gate was open and the car was gone. With the state of just woken up from my sleep i could not comprehend what he is saying so i rush downstairs and when i open the front doors....there was nothing there. Its like when your ready to go on stage and when the curtain was drawn, there is no one there. I honestly thought someone was pranking me or something and that i would receive a call saying that my car is being drove around by a bunch of crazy friends. But that wasnt the case. It is really gone. I havent had the car for one year and it was stolen. So after i settle everything i told my mum, who is in the hospital due to complications with her chemotherapy, that my car was stolen. And yes she also didnt believe it at first. Then she told my dad and they told me it was meant to happen and that was a test from Allah S.W.T which will present in benefits we cannot see. So i didnt get to go to class for the rest of the day and i skipped the class for the next day because i was not in the mood. So there you go, my own adventure.

Fyi-i was alone when they took the car so yeah i am grateful they did not get inside the house

Stress and attitude

2010-06-28T11:38:00.003+08:00

When i was in London a week ago,i notice a lot of things about them that i began to wonder why they behave the way they are. If you ever been to London you will understand what i am talking about. Their attitude. The british or brits for short term are very polite and respectful to one another. This was a pleasant suprise for me when i entered their store and was greeted with a cheerful hello and a warm smile, something that i would not get when i enter a store in Malaysia. But i wont be talking about that because if i do then it would take a whole week to finish blogging. What i want to talk about is the level of stress difference for the people there and the people in Malaysia that would adversely influence their attitude towards one another. Stress is something that we cannot escape from. It is like breathing only stress varies from person to person and how they cope with it. Stress also can be reduce or increase by everything around us. For example, we just got back from a stressful meeting and wanted to buy a cafe latte. When we reach there, the queue is long and to top it all off, a customer cannot make up her mind whether to have an americano or macchiato. So in this situation the stress from the meeting coupled with the stress from waiting so long in the coffee shop made us angry and agitated not to mention annoyed by that customer. So we lash out to the customer saying to make up your mind or get lost. As we can see here, the atmosphere or the tranquility has been disturb due to our stress level which also affect other people and cause them to lash out also. Imagine another scenario whereby there is no queue and the salesperson smile warmly when you enter their shop. I dont think you will suddenly lash out like a crazy person for no reason whatsoever right? Therefore my theory is this, the brits are already stressful during their work but when they got off from work, they are being pampered and treated like they are someone important and that made their stress level reduce which also affect their behavior. Another factor i saw is that the transportation system is unspeakable amazing. It is always ontime and rarely late. I however cannot say the same thing about Malaysian. The stress from work is not reduce when they got off from work but rather they are added. We can plainly see this like we can see colours through our eyes. When we enter a store, the salesperson either ignores our presence or make a face so sour it makes lemon taste like honey. And then we want to pay for our goods, and something went wrong they lash out at us. Then after that stressful shopping we wait for a cab to take us home only to be denied because they dont take domestic passengers. Then we turn to the bus and waited and waited and waited until finally it arrives after an hour and a half late. So tell me, when did the stress level decrease for Malaysian my fellow readers? If you say at home then i will tell you how wrong you are. So as you can see, we will not become a culture that is well mannered and polite and they should rephrase all the song about Malaysian being that because all those will change in the coming years. We can see a decaying society with a lot of diseases and wounds and what the people and government care about is how to make more money. I guess it is true what my sociology lecturer says about Malaysia in the next 30 years will be surpassed by Indonesia. Anyway that is my theory. Feel free to share your ideas and knowledge and please be dignified and cultured about it.

The sign says no but they say yes!

2010-05-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

i was with my family buying some food at Jusco Setiawangsa. That Jusco is particularly unique because it has an area where they made it into a garden. well I'm not gonna talk about that but what I want to talk about is the sign that was all around the area saying it is a NON SMOKING AREA!
well with that many sign saying that you could say that the people would understand and adhere to the rules. But i guess being Malaysian they are just so stupid and completely moronic to understand the words written on the board all around the Jusco. There are still people puffing away with not the care in the world.
Maybe i should take the sign and bash them in the head then would the rules get into their thick headed no brain skulls.
Didn't they read in the newspaper and heard it over the news that this country is trying to reduce the growth of cancer rate? Jusco is a family go to place meaning there are small children and babies there. Doesn't your conscience even an ounce of it tug in your I suppose empty brain? Do you even care if you going to give cancer to the young children and babies when they grow up? heck some didn't have the chance to grow up because the cancer kills them at a young age.
i know the suffering of families that have cancer survivor in the family. My mom is one of the cancer survivor. As i am writing this, she just discovered a few weeks ago that her cancer has come back for the fourth time and she is still undergoing chemotherapy.
That is the reason i despise people who smoke. they don't care the lives that they destroy just to have a minute of ecstasy. but i guess that is Malaysian to you, they don't think before they do something.
i think it would take a miracle to make Malaysian a genuine thinking and caring society because Malaysian only do something if they get something in return. THAT IS THE TRUTH!
And on that note i will stop this ranting of mine as I wanna watch P.Ramlee acting in one of his masterpiece

After the exam! one year has past since the end and beginning of a chapter

2010-05-10T01:58:00.000+08:00

i have put off blogging for a long time due to the fact that i want to focus on my studies. Anyway, it has been a more than a week since my final exam for my 2nd semester in University Malaya. Which marks the end of the 1st year in University Malaya.
Gosh it has been a year since my last class in UiTM Segamat and also the day i was accepted into University Malaya. All those sweet and bitter memories still hung in my mind just like the smell of curry being cook in the middle of the day, the aroma lingers in the air making you hungry for more.
The fights,disagreements and laughter that i share with my friends are like precious ornaments that you are scared to move, afraid that it will break. Unmovable, it collects dust until finally, it is forgotten just like everything else.
i guess what i am trying to say is, you always take for granted the things you have. That sounds a little cliche, but that is the perfect expression for this.
i always think that there is always tomorrow to talk with my friends, to hangout with them or study with them. But who says tomorrow is waiting for you? you could be sick at the end of the day and tomorrow be bed ridden for the rest of the day. therefore, where is the tomorrow?the next thing you know, it is the end of the semester and you are waving goodbye through the tinted windows of a car, wishing that you could rewind everything and correct every mistakes. but alas, it is only in the fragment of your imagination, like a scratch on the surface of a glass.
But that is the natural thing for a human to feel, reminiscing the lost time and memories. that is what makes a human, human.
Anyway, all i can do in this stage of my life is to move on and make the best possible outcome for myself by not repeating the same mistakes. Can i do that? only time will tell. I also urge all of my friends to make the best of their life also. ikiteimasu my friends

Malaysia truly asia!!

2010-03-07T03:13:00.000+08:00

i wanted to write this posting for quite a while now but it was put off by other things.
anyway i want to say that i am quite appalled by the behavior of Malaysian. i mean seriously appalled to the point where it can be the same as having an upset stomach when eating something bad or rotten where you have to go to the loo all the time.
to make the story short, i was on my way with my sister to find a venue for my mother's birthday. we were trying to figure out a place to have a private party with good food. so my uncle suggested that i book a place at Bora Ombak.
when i arrive there, i was trying to find a parking and then in front of me there was a van. it was park in the middle of the road. the workers are unloading what looks to be bottles of water. the road is a one way drive. i thought of reversing and then another car came up behind me and another car behind that car.
so scratch the reversing plan. i move forward and stop behind the van with hope that one of the workers would move the van.
needless to say it was quite annoying. one of the worker which i presume to be a foreign worker(dont ask me how i knew...i just knew) said and i quote in Malay.."lalu sahaja...muat tu"...i look at him as if he has 3 heads.
even i notice how small the space was...and that guy has the nerve to say that... what a dumbass..who ask you to park wherever your bloody selfish stupid self wants??...this isn't your road alone...there are other people who will be using the road....i mean is it hard to think about whether you'll be causing others a hassle??
i can do that...i mean i'm not bragging or anything but me, a 22 year old guy who also has other responsibilities and commitment can think when parking in an undesignated parking space whether it will cause other people problem or not.
therefore why cant you?? i know that if i told this to my parents or my friends they would say...."let it be and be patience" or in Malay.."ala biar jelah....kau sabar je...dah mmg diaorg mcm tu"...but i have been patience since long ago...i like any other people have limit on my patience meter...i can endure so much until i explode...
so to all Malaysian....do not be selfish or stupid or the combination of both.....think about other people because there are those that go in their bloody way to think about you...Thank you and good day!!!

telco..telco...telco

2010-02-16T15:31:00.001+08:00

my celcom BIS has created problem ever since i subscribe to it last year....i mean at first it wasnt that serious..but now i have had enough.
the BIS system keeps disconnecting...slow download...and above all...it is expensive...they charge me RM151 month for the BIS and for what?? slow internet service??? that amount didnt total up with my calls and smses....the only good thing about Celcom is that they gave out discounts for their executive plan subscribers....depending on the the plan and amount of usage...however, i know for a fact that they will someday write off the discount and therefore i need to know how is other telco package and their service??
i am looking into Maxis plans and packages and doing the math on how much should i be charge by the end of the month if i switch to Maxis. the only thing that worries me is that, there are hidden charges being induced upon me once I've subscribe to the package. Just like Celcom, they told me that the price was RM68 for the BIS. they forgot to mention the extra RM83 for other charges....
can someone tell me how Maxis package works???it will be really helpful to me...

sifat-sifat Rasulullah S.A.W

2010-02-16T02:09:00.000+08:00

dalam cuba nak tidur, tetiba teringat kat manusia2 yang menghina Rasulullah S.A.W, dan teringat zaman sekolah rendah dulu dimana seorang ustazah menceritakan tentang masa Rasulullah di bumi Taif. Baginda pergi ke bumi Taif untuk menyebarkan dakwah tentang Islam. apabila sampai disana, Baginda telah disambut dengan hina beserta ejekan oleh penduduk Taif. tidak cukup dengan itu, penduduk Taif telah berbaris di sepanjang jalan keluar tempat tersebut dan membaling batu kepada Rasulullah semasa Baginda hendak meninggalkan tempat itu.
Baginda mempunyai luka2 di seluruh badan Baginda. Baginda telah berdoa kepada Allah S.W.T untuk memberikan kekuatan kepada Baginda untuk menempuhi dugaan tersebut. Allah S.W.T telah menghantar malaikat Jibrail A.S untuk berkata kepada Rasullulah..." Ya Rasulullah, saya telah diutuskan oleh Allah S.W.T untuk menunaikan segala perintah kamu. beri sahaja perintah dan saya akan menurunkan puting beliung menghancurkan bumi Taif ini." Rasulullah SAW mendengar percakapan Jibrail AS dan berkata " jangan diapa2 kan manusia di bumi Taif ini. Mereka tidak tahu"...Baginda kemudian berdoa kepada Allah untuk memberi hidayah dan jalan tunjuk ke agama Islam dan menyembah Allah SWT.
cuba kita hayati peribadi Baginda Rasulullah yang mulia ini....Baginda dibaling batu...BATU!!...cuba kalau kita dibaling batu sepanjang jalan dari tol Sungai Besi sampai kat kawasan rehat Serdang tu....apa perasaan kita??mesti kalau ada M16 kita dah tembak semua org yang baling batu tu...tu M16 tau...buatan manusia...yang hanya boleh bunuh kalau kita tembak kene sasaran....tapi Rasulullah SAW...Allah SWT utuskan malaikat....MALAIKAT!! org biasa x nampak malaikat....kalau malaikat menggunakan kuasa yang diberi...memang 100% mati semua orang kat tempat tu....tp Rasulullah SAW cakap tidak perlu nak apa2 kan mereka...mereka tidak tahu....begitu mulianya perkerti Baginda....sanggup ke kita nak cakap mcm tu kalau kita dalam situasi Baginda???tentu tidak kan!....kalau nak dibandingkan manusia dengan Rasulullah, manusia ni macam tahi khinzir tau tak...kalau ada lebih teruk dari tahi khinzir sila lah bgtau..tp org zaman sekarang, orang Islam pulak tu, mencerca,menghina dan mengutuk Rasulullah SAW macamlah diaorg tu bagus sangat....Wei manusia2 yang bodoh,aku nk tanya...Rasulullah SAW telah dijanjikan syurga...korg macam mana???nak cium bau syurga pun xboleh...dah berlagak...entah2 dosa je memanjang...semua manusia tidak sempurna...tapi yang membezakan kita adalah mereka yang menyedari hakikat tersebut dan membuat sesuatu dengan mereka yang tidak tahu dan kekal tidak tahu selama2nya...sy pun tidak sempurna...tetapi tidak sehingga ke tahap mengutuk Rasulullah SAW iaitu kekasih Allah SWT...tu sudah melampau...Rasulullah SAW adalah seorang yang sempurna dari segi sifat dan peribadi....kita patut mencontohi Baginda...bukan menghina Baginda...INGAT!! DARIPADA 1000 MANUSIA...999 AKAN MASUK NERAKA JAHANAM!!!dimanakah kita di dalam kumpulan tersebut??

the decision is mine

2010-02-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

a week ago my cat is infected with a fever, so i took her to the vet.....
i didnt think anything about the fever...it is an ordinary fever right...
anyway as the day progresses i realize something was wrong....
however i could get her to any medical attention due to the holidays in which the vet was closed...
finally when i took her, i left the her there under the attention of the vet...
on saturday, the vet called saying that the cat has seizures...that is one of the bad sign....
so today i went to visit the cat and man...the cat was in horrible shape....she couldnt walk properly...i quote what the vet said... "she walks as if she is drunk"....and she couldnt see anymore..
the vet then said to me...i should take her home and tried to give her time to recover....if she didnt show any improvement, well i have to decide on that....so...what should i do??
can u just say to people.." i leave the right to kill in your hands"...
that is so mess up....

Malaysia and its customer service

2010-01-11T00:41:00.003+08:00

i bet a lot of people has written about this but what happen yesterday was really pushing my nerve because i have been patient for numerous blunders from our customer services....

ok here's the scoop...i was having dinner at Manhattan Fish Market which is one of my favorite place to eat...i had problem with ulcers at my tongue and so i had to take soft food...sifting through the menu i saw an appetizer...clam chowder which comes with different type of meat so to speak..so i ordered salmon clam chowder...and share a big platter of seafood with a friend...

i waited....the drinks came...then continue waiting...and waiting...and waiting....guess what food came after all that waiting...the seafood platter.....so i was wondering...do they know what appetizer means???...

seriously people...if you want to work in the food industry....you have to know these things....appetizer means that you eat it before the main course comes....

and to make things worse...the seafood platter was nearly finish but there is still no sign of the clam chowder...i called the waiter and told him that i want to cancel the clam chowder...the waiter did not even try to explain why they could not deliver the clam chowder......

how busy can you get??i mean really...there is a group of people having a birthday party there but that does not mean that you can ignore other customers orders.....

to compare the situation with the one that i saw in Japan, it's like next to nothing.....imagine this..a restaurant so pack that there is a line outside...but the waiter is so efficient and the chef is so fast that my family got what we ordered within 10 minutes...and we did order an appetizer which COMES BEFORE THE MAIN COURSE MIND YOU....

we thought because the food was fast that it will not taste so good...boy were we wrong...it was as if a first class chef made our food with such precision in taste....it was really delicious..

so in light of all of this i want to make suggestion to our customer service system in Malaysia...do your job properly OK!!....we pay you when you take our orders..some so expensive that it cost as much as the food ...therefore we expect to be given excellent service....and DONT GIVE ME we are not Japanese but we are Malaysian and therefore we are entitle to having bad service crap....i'll kick ur asses so hard you wish you were the cleaners of that place...

make role models from other nations which are much more advance in their customer service..it is the only way to move ahead and be on equal footing...

till next time...sayonara ;)

finance...we meet again!!!

2010-01-10T00:58:00.003+08:00

i was glad when i received my diploma certificate...it was the end for the 3 long years in Segamat learning financial stuff...i thought i was over...and boy was i WRONG!!!

my second sem in UM started...well..calmly and unchaotic i might say compare to last sem...

i mean last sem was like running around like crazy..because i knew my result just a couple of days

before the registration...i abandon everything in UiTM(literally...hehehe...sorry to my course

advisor for the trouble i caused) and move to study in UM

anyway back to story...i had financial management again due to the fact that it is a faculty subject.....

which means it is compulsory and i cannot use my credit exemption....owh well...

as the lecturer was explaining about time value of money i cant help but to remember what En. Sham(is it spelled with a Y or a H??hehehe.. sorry En.Sham) taught me....and after all that brain
squeezing we went to benteng and "lepak" there...good times..good times....

kepada Allah kami beriman...Rasullulah pesuruh-Nya

2010-01-06T01:06:00.002+08:00

sekarang isu tentang pengunaan kalimah Allah sibuk dicakap oleh pemimpin2 kita...sehinggakan

dibawa ke mahkamah yang membuahkan keputusan kalimah Allah dibenarkan untuk diguna oleh

bukan Islam ...tetapi yang peliknya...kenapa hakim dari bukan Islam atau para ulama yang

dijadikan sebagai pengadil???...adakah hakim tersebut tahu dan telah mengkaji tentang asal-usul

kalimah Allah itu sendiri dan bukan mengharapkan org lain menceritakan

kepadanya??...mungkin org yg menceritakan boleh menokok nambah cerita atau mengubah

cerita yang menyebabkan hakim tersebut salah faham...sebabnya perkara ini menyentuh akidah

umat Islam..bukan sewenang-wenangnya boleh diberi kata putus sebegitu.....kenapa sebelum

ini tidak dibawa ke mahkamah??...kenapa 3 tahun dahulu tidak dibawa ke mahkamah?kenapa

tidak 5 tahun dahulu??kenapa baru sekarang??...adakah tidak ada cara lain hendak merosakan akidah umat Islam sehinggakan mereka hendak menggunakan nama Allah sebagai titik

pembawa kesesatan mereka sedangkan nama Allah patut kita takuti dan beriman....

ingatlah kamu semua...balasan Allah bukan sahaja di akhirat...

kita telah acap kali melihat kekuasaan Allah contohnya tsunami 2004 dimana kita melihat

beratus-ratus ribu orang terkorban dan Banda Acheh ditukarkan menjadi tidak ubah seperti tin

minuman yang telah di pijak menjadi penyek...dan Acheh hanya mempunyai sebahagian saja

yang menghadap laut...cuba bayangkan Malaysia yang kedua2 bahagiannya menghadap laut ini

menghadapi tsunami dari Allah??....wallahua'lam...

ingat balasan Allah tidak mengenal manusia...yang beriman dan yang tidak akan terima

juga..tetapi yang beriman beruntunglah mereka...mendapat keredhaan Allah dan terlepas dari

dugaan dunia...tetapi yang tidak beriman..sudahlah sesat...tidak mendapat kesempatan untuk betaubat...

semoga Allah melindungi umat Islam...amin

holiday has started!!!

2009-11-12T09:04:00.005+08:00

with my last paper on the 10th of November, i realized it was the end of a tough year and a tough sem....new environment..new friends...and new problems...what could i ask more right??...well anyway i am looking forward to this sem break... to relax and chill with my family...and also my friends which i havent been able to hangout with them for a long time...im waiting for you guys to finish your finals...then lets hit the mall and watch some movies...see ya!!!

ring of death...influenza for you xbox

2009-11-02T02:41:00.007+08:00

ok it like this...i was playing the musou orochi warriors which is basiclly a war game when suddenly the image blurred and freezes(i was bored studying..even though exam was a week away :p)...and i thought a simple restart would have settled it...

well not exactly that simple...i press the xbox on/off button to close and again to restart

when it restarted, there were 3 red lights that appeared on the led checking system. there are 4 green led lights that microsoft position in front of the xbox 360 console around the on/off button. upon starting your xbox 360, the led will check the system to ensure that it is working fine...

it wasnt fine for my xbox 360...

there are 3 blinking led lights and i knew straight away what it was....

RING OF DEATH!!!

this is the term used by xbox 360 owners because basically the xbox is unuseable when this happens....

they either has to buy a new one or send it to Microsoft facility in which if ur in the States it is convienient as Microsoft is located there but when ur outside of the States..let say Malaysia..that is impossible right...

i read in some forums that if you want to send to Microsoft..might as well you buy a new one because the cost is gonna be ridiculous...remember it is not in ringgit...it is in dollar..so you do the math...

and furthermore there is a possibility of your xbox will either reach them or you in pieces...

owh snap..i was like noooo...how am i suppose to fix it....

i use the youtube to find my answers and there it is....videos on how to fix your xbox when it has ROD..which soon after i found it to be either impossible or incredible to do...

one of the many solution is simply using towels which will wrapped the xbox as thick as possible....turning it on...and leave it for a few minutes...

the idea= to make the xbox overheat....genius!!(sarcastically said)

and then let it cool down for a few minutes...

the xbox will be reusable for another 3 to 4 days..so they say...that is if you do not fry all the microchip in the xbox during the overheating process...

anyway i search using google for a place in kl that can fix the problem and presto there it is...
it is located in cineleisure or right now it is called e@curve i think...
here is the add and no...

Gamer's Hideout SDN BHD
Lot LG -11 ( i ) , Lower Ground Floor,
Cineleisure Damansara, No 2A,
Jalan PJU 7/3, Mutiara Damansara,
PJU 7, 47810 Petaling Jaya.
Selangor Darul Ehsan
Tel/Fax : 03-77252775

(source obtain from http://mforum.cari.com.my/archiver/?tid-231400-page-8.html)

this is what the ROD looks like... there are 1 red light and 2 red light problem also but that is not ROD....ROD is when 3 red light blinks...basically my xbox is unusable right now..hoping to get it fix ASAP....

blackberry and barcodes!!

2009-10-26T23:54:00.003+08:00

after my blackberry messenger updated to version 5.0, it was installed with an application to scan barcodes that is unique. these barcodes will give information about a website or an instant messenger profile, and heck even phone numbers and sms...cool isnt it...if u want to send a secret message to ur frens...what a cool way to do it....but the problem is that you gotta have a blackberry device or phones has the software for the barcodes... anyway here are some of the barcodes...if you guys have a blackberry device, scan it with the bbm barcode scanner...discover the hidden message...hehehe

have fun figuring it out...

kacang lupakan kulit....

2009-09-15T01:48:00.003+08:00

dah lama x blog...baru hari ni berkesempatan nk blog dan tak tau kenapa
tetiba nk blog pasal peribahasa ni...
walaupun skrg nk dekat pkl 2 pagi tapi x boleh tido....so bloglah jawapannya...
kita lihat org zaman sekarang sesuai digambarkan dgn peribahasa ini
sbb ramai diantara mereka telah lupa dgn asal-usul mereka dan pertolongan org lain.
yelah dulu kita xde apa2...pastu ada insan yang baik hati bantu kita dgn harapan nk memberikan kita pertolongan...bila kita dh berjaya,kita nafi org tu yg tolong kita....
bkn sahaja kita nafikan..kalau takat nafi tu boleh lagi...
tp ni kita kutuk dan cerca org tu sehinggakan dia nampak sebagai seorg yang tidak
penting dalam kehidupan kita padahal sekiranya org tu xde
dalam hidup kita, segala kesenangan kita yg ada skrg ni x mungkin kita dapat...
anyway..cuma nk bgtau sahaja pasal perkara ni sbb kita mmg telah lupa asal-usul kita...
sepatutnya org yg bantu menaikkan kita mestilah dihormati dan disanjung..
tpkan kita buat dia jadi mcm kucing jalanan...dihalaunya bila nampak...
posting kali ini bukan untuk mengutuk atau mengata mana2 pihak..tetapi kita kene sedar, tanpa org tu..siapalah kita...jangan jadi kacang lupakan kulit...ingat lagu alicia keys-karma...what goes around comes around,what goes up must come down...n trust me...in this day and age..it is all in cash..no credit...believe me, ive seen it...till next posting...

finally...my new blackberry storm...

2009-05-29T03:04:00.005+08:00

i finally made up my mind to trade my Sony Ericsson P1i handphone after it became a nuisance up on me when i was calling my friend. the phone screen suddenly froze with the dial tone still being heard. i was force to restart the phone which took about 5 minute.

After that it was the last straw. i made up my mind to change to a new one. that when the celcom ad came to my view and it was showing the new blackberry storm. i was captivated for a sec or two. then yesterday i went with a friend to Low Yat and asked around for the reasonable price.

in the end i got to trade for my more than 1 year old P1i for RM420 and the rest is history. here's some pic of my new blackberry...and owh yeah it was a bit tricky to operate it at first but at the end it was cool. here's some pic of my blackberry...

but....why on earth does it not have a wireless excess..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

food for the mind

2009-05-10T03:32:00.003+08:00

something interesting were conveyed to me by my parents today...we were having tea and they were talking about the education system and whether it is effective or not in educating the generation of youngsters today. Apparently, they both agree that it is not effective because when they relate to their time, it seems that the education system right now only focus at academic only while theirs centered at academic and building the skills to survive in this world....and my father told me that he played a lot of sports in his youth and so was my mother..hmmm..pieces of puzzle starting to fit together aint it??
then he told me and what he relayed make me think...he told me that when Christopher Columbus wanted to prove that the world is spherical...so he wanted to set sail to India..however..he did not land in India but arrived at what we now know as America and met the native there..the red indian..so when he sailed back to his homeland, he told his story. when the people did not believe his story, he gave them an egg and told them to make it stand. the non believers try as they might but to no avail. Then Christopher showed it to them. He crack the egg in half and make the egg stand on the cracked end....so when people saw that they said "i can do that too"...you guys know what is the meaning of this story??
it tells us that there are no rules, opinion or guidelines set to achieve something...dont let people tell us what to do, how to do it and why and when...we have to take risk to discover it on our own..HOWEVER KIDS, THAT APPLIES TO POSITIVE UNDERTAKING...LIKE EDUCATION AND WORK...NOT AS AN EXCUSE TO DO DRUGS,SMOKING OR PROSTITUTION...anyway do not let the people set our mind on how we should think but using the mind to think fo the betterment of the people and oneself...

the booking of the car has been made...why am i not happy??

2009-05-08T01:18:00.002+08:00

what started as a joke has become reality..a year ago, i passed the Honda show room and nonchalantly joked saying that i want Civic after my graduation..Yesterday evening, i went to Honda showroom in Ampang with my parent to book my civic. After all the explaining of the amortization of the car, i went for a test drive. WOW!!..that's all i can say..civic is amazing... i mean i never drove a car like that since i obtain my driving license. When i put the foot to the pedal, the speed increment was smooth, no roaring engine noise. it was a really fun drive and i like it. then the dealer told me that in Japan, there are 2 types of engine used there.

1) the engine in Honda Accord which is made to suit the need of executives and high ranking officers
2) the engine in Honda Civic which is made for the racing competitions in Japan.(legal and illegal i supposed)

then..why am i feeling guilty buying it??...i mean i think of all my other cousins who are right now a bit tied off in their financial book...and i am quite ashamed of this...i bought a car that cost about RM 129k...while my cousins barely have enough money to pay for their varsity fees and the money comes from PTPTN and still it is not enough..so am i doing the right thing?..i told my parent that i am having second thought buying the Civic...then they look at me with exasperated look and told me that after all the trouble they have to go through to enter a car license number tender, i better stick with it.

Urrgghh..once again what have i gotten myself into?? i am afraid that my uncles and aunties will tell my parent that they are spoiling me too much...and deep inside their hearts, my parent know it but then my sister and i are their only offspring...i mean im not encouraging that all parent should spoil their children until they became brats but spoil them just enough to make them feel all their works are appreciated. well i only hope that good things will come from buying this car or else im going to be burden with a lot more guilt than i could handle..:(

i fear for my family and me...

2009-04-25T03:19:00.004+08:00

at 3.00 am today..my house security system suddenly went off on its own..i thought it was my parent accidently touch the sensitive area which detects even a minor vibration...however when i went out of my room to check it out...i found out that my parent were sound asleep...and then i remember all the breakins stories in the news paper...and those that happened in my neighbourhood...and i fear for my family and myself...is it not so disturbing to the authorities to hear breakins and murder due to that?? or are they too caught up with political games??..i dread the day when if we were force to a breaking point with personal safety..that a law on owning a gun is passed in this country...when that happens...all hell will break loose...just like in the US..children as young as 10 years old know how to use a gun...lets pray that does not happened..and lets hope we find a solution for this problem soon before its too late...

one paper to go....

2009-04-24T16:37:00.003+08:00

well its been a tough 2 weeks...trying to memorize investment law..and when the paper was over..move on to the hard to understand bond.....it amazing what the human mind can do...for the bond paper(which i prefer to call it because the real name is long), i sat on the study table from 8 pm until 1 am....and when i leave the study table..i could not walk properly because my legs were numb...anyway the final was ok(i think..hehehe)...anyway after the bond paper..i went back to kl with my friend..azni..right now..its the final battle to finish my last diploma paper..portfolio management...i hope i can get through with the best result...to all my friends..wish u guys the best of luck for this paper..

ATTENTION!!!THE CHANGING OF THE BLOG NAME!!!!

2009-04-14T02:18:00.005+08:00

well u guys it seems that its been a while since i post anything on my blog. Currently i am preparing for my final which will end in on the 5th of May 2009....after that date, it will mark the end of 3 years of struggling, learning and hardship...of friendship and enemies, of truth and lies and ultimately..the preparation for the unknown future...well wish me and my friends all the best for the coming future...oh i forgot..it been so long since i post anything that i have a lot to say which has derailed me from what i wanted to tell all of you readers out there.. i am of this moment will change the blog name to FARISABD.BLOGSPOT.COM..this is to ensure the smoothness of remembering the blog's name and also to elevate my brand which my name..wahahaha...anyway i hope you guys tune for more new post that has yet to come..thanks and see ya soon....

ps: it is not at this moment i am going to change the name...but maybe i am going to leave it be for a few days until it has seeps into the mind of the readers...so that they wont panic when they type the old blog name and nothing appeared...and it will stop me from wondering why is there no one visiting my blog anymore..

happy birthday mum...i'll pray for you for this world and hereafter

2009-03-10T00:04:00.008+08:00

on 8/3/09 was my mum birthday...so my sis and i and of course my mum's brothers and their wives celebrate with her at Izzi in Bukit Bintang...man it was hard work to find an appropriate place to celebrate the event...my auntie and i called several places but to no avail.Until my cousin suggested Izzi. Well anyway these are some of the pictures taken on that day.

these were the gift that was given by my father(well he gave the money...the rest were my mother's touch...well more like grabbing)....and some of those were the splendor of my mum on her birthday...she was so guilty that i had to reassure her that this will be the last time she bought something expensive for herself because she has been paying her children expenses but nothing for herself...(thanks mum)..

this were the gift that was given by my sister and me...you see, my mom is quite picky about the things that she wants..therefore i dont't bother buying her perfume or shoes or bag as she would not like the smell,colour or design...but my sister and i agree that she loves roses..red and pink...but that too came with a problem..because it was a bit hot before and on the day of her birthday, so some of the roses closed up its petals...but after i leave it in an air conditioned room, it kinda open a little..my mum love it so much..along with a card written of how grateful we were of having her as a mother..

my mum's birthday cake...she loves carrot cake from secret recipe...hmm..but the writing was a bit off...oh well..

withdraw RM 350 on saturday morning...by monday there is only RM 150..

2009-02-23T14:43:00.003+08:00

this reduction of amount in my money has make me wonder the spending pattern that i always practiced. ok this is the event that i can recalled after i withdraw my money from Maybank...

i went to Celcom centre in Segamat to settle my last month bill in which i post the story earlier. i found that it was only RM 114 instead of RM 300..(wheeeeeewww)...that saves my money (or so i thought)...that left me with RM 236.
i went to a coffee shop in Segamat and had my lunch while doing my assignment..i paid around RM 6.50 i think...
then that night, me and the gang of dysfunctional people(wahahaha..sorry u guys just joking) went to Pasar Malam to buy our dinner..sort of...the pasar malam was in preparation to closed down...all thanks to azni(ehehehhe...sorry..tulah nk pg lepas maghrib lg...) anyway spend around RM 2 there...
after that we went to a local shop near the Dataran Segamat...that place has the most reasonable price in whole of Segamat...for now...i ordered tomyam, a plate of chicken and lai chi kang...that cost me RM 10 only...

i guess that is as far as i can remember...there is other small purchases here and there but nothing expensive...so how come im left with RM 150??..within 2 days i spend RM 86...could it be that my monetary management is bad or it just that everything is expensive with the ongoing world recession??...well i hope i can find the answer soon cuz if this is how things are going im afraid i wont survive when i start working...

Celcom gave me more RM 1400 discount for my Celcom line bills

2009-02-23T14:13:00.005+08:00

when i received the payment bill last month i was quite worried to open it because before that i used to surf the internet using broadband without using the pay per day. meaning i use the pay per kilobits and my friend Arif was shocked when i told him i just plug and use my simcard to surf the internet. he told me that i was expensive if i do not use the package offered by Celcom.

well there is a pretty good reason to that..hehehe...i didnt know the number to apply for the one day unlimited package. i used to but then Celcom change it and with my Maxis and Celcom number to remember, i was lost in the confusion. Anyway another of my roomate told me that the number to use is *119#.

anyway i dismissed Arif warning and thought well how much could it be... RM100, RM200..at the most maybe RM500. little did i know what was installed for me..so back to the part where im gonna open my Celcom bill letter...i look at the statement and there it was the bill amount was a staggering RM 1704. i was like OMG..if my mum finds out about this im gonna be cut off using line until i earn my own money...and thats gonna be a long long time..hehehe...so i quickly stash it inside my car...(wahahaha)

but upon reading more thoroughly, i found out that Celcom gave me more than RM 1400 discounts...in which im so grateful and relieved...wheeew...but i still need to settle RM 300 for the remaining balance and i need to settle it using my pocket money...oh well...better than RM 1700.. :P...

so the moral of the story is kids, change to Celcom and if you do not know something...please ask around before you get into a hell lot of trouble...like me..well nearly..ill show u guys the statement later on cuz its in my car and im too lazy to get it..hehehe

have faith my friends...

2009-02-09T23:01:00.004+08:00

this week was hell for most of us....we didnt have any percentage of work done for our viva's industry analysis...on top of that we had our viva seminar last weekend which throws everything into a pandemonium catastrophy situation (which means we're in a hell of a mess). I was at the verge of cracking up (hello tanjung rambutan) and some of us was so stress out they just gave out. I was so disturbed and a bit down when Arif told me that one of my best friends just shed her/his frustration ( dont tell anyone who it is k guys.. ;) ). I know how u feel...I mean with the law tests and everything....the pressure is starting to menace within our confidence and faith...i just hope that we can gather whats left of ourselves and continue foward...became a survivor people...cuz if you survive this..u can survive anything...go foward my friends..i always have your back...

Hepy birthday Nad!!!

2009-02-09T03:03:00.003+08:00

wow..ur already 21..amazing how time flies...i want to say to you hepy birthday and may u always be bless by Allah, family and friends. i know im there for you when you need someone to talk to..your friends will have your back no matter what..so chase your dream...see ya someday k.. ;)

which one should i choose??

2009-02-02T20:39:00.002+08:00

making the right decision is a hard thing to do these days..one wrong move and your done for...well i hope that doesn't happen to me...before the chinese new year mid sem break...i went with some of my friends to buy UPU slips..which is needed to register for the upcoming intake into universities across Malaysia..but little did i know the headache that will come with the registration...since last year, i have been telling my friends that i want to enter University Malaya and continue my degree course in economics..and that has been my goal and dream...until 9.oo pm last night..when i ask for an innocent opinion from my friend,arif rusli..about choosing between UM and UiTM and other univesities..and he had me at "you do know that UM courses are taught in Malay right?"..and my mind was thinking about the terminologies of economics in Bahasa Melayu..which is much more harder compare to in English..do any of you know opportunity cost curve in Bahasa??...well it was lekuk something which i can't recall and anything that i can't recall is a bad thing...and that is one of the many terminologies of economics in Bahasa...needless to say i was thinking the whole night about whether to stay in UiTM or pack my bags and become a UM student..the cons of staying in UiTM is well as some of my lecturers said..non productive..your'e not out there mingling with the other races and thus you will not know the level and the ferocity of the competition...and it will also affect your resolve and your desire to achieve greatness...anyway after countless opinions and suggestions i finally decided to stay and continue my studies in UiTM...i hope im making the right choice...

its the final sem...give me strength...

2009-01-03T19:05:00.002+08:00

so this is it everybody...the final sem...i hope i can finish this sem with the biggest achievement i can obtain...and i hope i can continue my degree in KL...im tired of the journey to return home every weekend..so tired...and lets hope that the people i meet after this are more mature and will cherish their friendship....i met some of the most wonderful friends here and some that are not..it has taught me much about people..and how i should trust them...so now im going to journey into a more broader world..i hope that these past experiences has taught me well to survive in this new world..and i hope that my friends will never forget me as i will not forget them...to my friends..i wish u guys well in whatever u want to achieve...maybe someday we'll all meet and have a laugh at all the stupid things we done..like for example going overnight to melaka and nearly gotten ourselves robbed by a bunch of punks..ehhehee...well see you guys someday.. :)

i see visions of green...

2009-01-01T14:39:00.004+08:00

this actually happened last week on wednesday i think...up until now i was a bit preoccupied but alas i give myself the pushh i need to write this down...i hope i can remember the detail..anyway it was a boring wednesday night and i was just browsing through the astro channel when i come across discovery science channel..(so what i like science)..and it was showing eco-tech..this is basically show the viewers about the advancement on technology on improving the earth's environmental issues..and what i see really fascinates me...do u guys out there ever think about growing a garden on top of your building??...i mean its easy and not costly at all...think about this..below are iron and concrete walls..but when u fly on the skies u'll see beautiful lush greenery...not only does it makes the cities beautiful..it also makes the surrounding environment cooler..the reasearch done by those scientist calculated that if all the sky rise buildings have a garden above their rootops..it can cool the cities by a few degrees...and it will reduce carbon emmission by 4%..amazing and fascinating...i hope someday i'll be implemented..there are other inventions as well such as the PV or photovaltaic..a device that is similar to a solar panel and works like a solar panel but it is much cheaper and if implemented...it can reduce carbon footprint by 53%...well its nice to see some people are actually helping to conserve and restore nature..it creates a balance for those who destroy it.

they never learn

2008-12-07T20:44:00.002+08:00

first and foremost i sent my condolences towards the families that are involved in the landslide at Hulu Klang...al fatihah to those muslims who had lost their family member in that incident...

how many more do we want to sacrifice until stern action are taken to make sure hillside building or any contruction near a hillside are deemed safe to live?...a hundred, a thousand or a million?..we are living in an era which is technologically advanced people, there are equipment which can determine the level of the soil density and thus tell us if it is safe to erect a structure on that very ground..this technology is used on developing countries such as Japan, Dubai, Hong Kong and many more..so why can we use it??..are we so cost conscious that we are willing to sacrifice the lives of others just to cut a few thousand ringgit?...this is a grim example to the construction industy in Malaysia..their lack of having sense in safety has cause the lives of 4 people..one of them a student..who was probably thinking that he is going to class next week..and many others who are injured and traumatised for life..i hope the ban on hillside building is not a spur a moment speech...or if they don't want to ban it then they should create strict policy when building structures on or near hillside...i am personally tired of hearing the authorities saying that they will do this and that but a month or 2 later there is no sound to be heard from them...so please take strict...really strict action in which the culprit will suffer for it..this is to stop history from repeating itself..we alrady ignore it once..remember highland towers...are we willing to ignore it a second time?when that happens..how many more casualties are we willing to lose?...think about it..

should we charge such a ridiculous price to imported cars?

2008-11-28T23:41:00.004+08:00

Civic 1.8S Malaysia: RM 113,800
Civic 1.8S Australia: $ 23,790 (RM 74,420)
Civic 1.8S Thailand: Baht 814,000 (RM 81,114)
Accord 2.4 Malaysia: RM 171,800
Accord 2.4 Australia: $ 29,990 (RM 93,850)
Accord 2.4 Thailand: Baht 1376,000 (RM 137,000)
Jazz 1.5VTEC Malaysia: RM 103,780
Jazz 1.5VTEC Australia: $ 20,490 (RM 64,060)
Jazz 1.5VTEC Thailand: Baht 620,000 (RM 61,782)
Toyota Yaris 1.5S Malaysia: RM 98,790
Toyota Yaris 1.5S Australia: $ 17,890 (RM 55,828)
Toyota Yaris 1.5S Thailand: Baht 659,000 (RM 65,668)
Toyota Vios 1.5G Malaysia: RM 84,800
Toyota Yaris Sedan 1.5G Australia: $ 19,490 (RM 60,820)
Toyota Vios 1.5G Thailand: Baht 659,000 (RM 65,668)
Toyota Altis 1.6E Malaysia : RM 102,900
Toyota Corolla 1.6E Australia: $ 22,990 (RM 71,743)
Toyota Altis 1.6E Thailand: Baht 779,000 (RM 77,626)

i dont really understand the need to charge expensive prices towards international cars coming into Malaysia....i mean i know that it is done so to promote the sales of local cars but seriously i think this is so beyond comprehension..why the need to charge really expensive prices?Malaysian buy local cars because they have to..sorry that is so off...FORCED TO...buy local cars because the imported cars are so expensive....they cant afford it with they current salary.. and trust me living in kl isnt cheap....but in reality the local cars quality are like rubbish...i know cuz i drive a local car...and i bang into someone a few month ago and guess what..the damaged to my car is so bad compare to the Hyundai car that i bang which has a small dent..so small that i thought i didnt hit the car...but my car has the front bumper wedge out like the top of a sardine can after u open it..and another incident which i saw a Perdana hit a Vios..the perdana was like a crush can but the vios was like a person saying what happened here cuz it was undented...which cause you to think the quality and most important of all the safety level of the car...i mean my parent pay nearly 60k for my car but it is nearly the same price for a Jazz in thailand and australia...and honda has won numerous safety award...so again why?...why should we use low quality,crudely made local car when we SHOULD have opt for a better imported cars...i mean i dont mind buying local cars but with that kind of quality and god knows the safety level...who is willing to buy it as it is expensive but not up to its quality(we buy it cause there is no other choice)..so please make imported cars cheaper or make local cars better...way way way better...

dilemma...which one??

2008-11-28T23:14:00.003+08:00

which one??..yes that is the question...which one should i choose??...if u guys read the post about the car that i wanted to be my next car..the honda civic...well i come across another car that has caught my attention and right now im beginning to fall for it even deeper..with turbo engine and sleek design...its every racer's dream car...but the down side of it is it has a so so interior..compare to civic which has a cool interior..but a so so exterior..the caldina price is a lil bit expensive than the civic..if u want with the turbo engine which has a 2.6 plus turbo engine will cost u about 160k or more...but if u are satisfied with a normal engine which i think is the same as wish then it is around 130k..i read in some of the cars forums and they say that if u wanna buy caldina then its better with the turbo engine cuz it is more worthwhile...well im still analyzing the stats, pros and cons and of course the price range...so wait for more info...wheeew...

borderless isn't so borderless afterall

2008-11-26T16:20:00.002+08:00

well folks the holiday come by again and this time im stuck at home with a really slow internet connection...this is really pathetic..i've been using broadband for almost a year n to tell u guys the truth im not happy with it...of course all of u will be saying..then u should've change to streamyx or something..well folks..streamyx only works if ur in the house..and eventhough they have a new service which lets the streamyx subscriber use internet outside of their home using a single account name..it is limited to kl only..this is annoying..i mean i travel a lot and i require an internet service that is quick and reliable...meaning when thunder start to happens it doesn't cause the signal to drop drastically..i an still wandering as why in segamat the line there is so fast i can download in a matter of minutes but when i come to kl...the line is so slow that when i open a webpage..it'll take ages to finish...this sucks..to think that in segamat i can obtain high speed but in kl itself..a metropolitan city...with a lot of internet users..to be slow..is undeniable pathetic..or maybe there is other reasons that cause the broadband speed to slow in kl which i dont know...anyhow i hope i can continue study in kl and then will i subscribe to streamyx at my house...so maybe some of u guys out there can create a device that can boost the speed and signal of broadband to achive its maximum performance...until next time..

healthy me...

2008-10-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

1. Start the day right. Yes, that means breakfast. Combine a whole grain with fruit, skim dairy, or soy milk, and even add some lean protein to the mix to sustain energy levels throughout the morning. Cooked oatmeal with yogurt and a banana or Lite Mueslix with soy milk and blueberries are good choices.

2. Have a mid-morning snack. Combine a protein and a carbohydrate. It is fine to be hungry mid-morning, so honor your hunger and give your body fuel when it is asking for it. Try yogurt with a peach, low fat string cheese with an apple, or cottage cheese and grapes.

3. Eat lunch on time. Don't push back lunch until you are ravenous. Instead, eat your mid-day fuel right on time to keep your blood glucose levels nice and steady.

4. Boost your mental energy. Nature's nutrition for the brain are omega-3 fatty acids. Add light tuna or salmon to your lunchtime food choices, in addition to walnuts, tofu, and canola oil. Healthy fat keep you feeling full for a longer period of time, so add small amounts to meals and snacks. Some good choices include avocado and almonds.

5. Start the day with moderate caffeine levels and keep caffeine intake modest. While it does increase mental energy, too much caffeine may lead to energy highs and then lows, and it can interferes with quality sleep.

6. Limit processed foods high in sugar. Avoid the office candy jar, treats, and vending machine whenever possible. Processed foods do not provide sustained energy and can result in low-energy moments during the day.

7. Consume foods high in folate. Higher levels of blood folate have been associated with faster and better thought processing. Good sources include lentils, chickpeas, black beans, asparagus, broccoli, avocado, and orange juice. Also important are vitamins B6, found in bananas and spinach, and B12, found in lean proteins and skim dairy products.

8. Have an afternoon snack. If dinner is late or if you have an evening workout scheduled, fruits, vegetables, and low-fat yogurt provide energizing carbohydrate.

9. Consume complex carbohydrates that contain fiber. The fiber allows the carbohydrates to be released more slowly, providing sustained energy. Opt for whole grain bread, whole wheat pasta, brown rice, and whole grain cereals.

10. Stay hydrated. About two-thirds of our body is water, and dehydration can contribute to reduced energy levels. About 80% of the fluid we consume comes from the fluids we drink, and the other 20% comes from foods. Always drink when you are thirsty, and have water available during the day to hydrate regularly.

rest..come to me..

2008-10-13T10:23:00.000+08:00

ughhh...this october month is the worst i've endured throughout all my sem here...i never had this so much tension and stress flowing through my body and mind..i hope this month end quickly before i going to the nut house...im looking forward to the holiday more than ever now

owh mannn...there goes my civic 2.0

2008-09-29T03:59:00.000+08:00

if u guys read the news paper on sunday the 29 of oct..the headline says costlier cars..when they said costlier they meant costlier..because of the BLR( i thinks its bank lending rate..but if im wrong please correct me) has increase to between 3.4% and 4.5%...that is crazy..before this it was 2.7%...which means as stated in the newspaper a myvi payed with loan will cost about RM51k ++ with the old rate but with the new rate the price payed with the loan is RM55k ++..which means because of the interest rate, we have to pay RM4k extra..but thats for national cars which are less expansive than international cars...but if u wanna buy a honda civic it cost about RM130k but that is before paying it with loan..if payed with loan with interest rate 1of 3.4%..that is if the interest rate is at that figure...it will cost about RM 133k ++...with the monthly installment of RM1440.21...why now??..why now??..why can it be in 2010??...i guess i should wait until everything settled down before buying new car..i have to make do with the myvi that im using right now..oh well...i should be grateful i have car right??..i know some of u might say that but well its kinda a habit for me to wanna own new cars and gadget..but im seeing this as an opportunity cost because i can buy either a new laptop or the pda handphone that i posted in the previous post..hehehe...if anything i wish the country doesnt fall flat on its face just like the so called world police..lets continue hoping and praying...

one last chance...

2008-09-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

well apparently the issue that i blog about this past month has come to a climaks...apparently the person that i blog about thinks he can talk about me but using his friends blog(please man)...that person thinks i have a big ego but in truth that person ego is well the only ego that exist and its huge...thinking that the problem start when he purposely...i repeat purposely spill air kelapa in my car(i mean what??)...its like children under the age of 5 who figure out that the stupid way of doing stupid things is to sabotage other people's belongings...the problem starts..need i remind the readers again is when i went to kl from segamat and then went back to segamat on the same day..not when that person spill air kepala in my car..that person suddenly refuse to talk to me...if i ask question, he would only tell other people to tell it me(what a joke)...i mean its my right...my money..my car that got me to kl and back..and also prayers to god.not anyone else..not that person..he couldn't even pay the house rent on time but brag about wanting to buy expensive clothing...so where the hell im going is my business..DONT INTERFERE...my parents have given me the rights to go anywhere when im in campus...WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME I CANT GO ANYWHERE??and whoever i want to tell it to thats my choice...my decision....i dont trouble u..u dont trouble me...and apparently your demanding, manipulative and like one of my friends said...sedition attitude has been noticed by other people before i notice it..and i thank god for showing me who you really are this sem...well it seems another person who like manipulation and betrayal has become your friends(aint it ironic)..i remember you were bad mouthing that person just last sem...now that person has become your friend(wow..shocker there)...apparently what that person says are all lies..even the friends of the lover of that person knows that the true form of that person...anyway i hope u realize ur mistake and make an apology to all of us..not just me but all of you friends who helped you this past few sem...all of us are in one mind to say to u that if you dont change your ways then well its sayonara to u buster...

my dream phone...

2008-09-23T00:53:00.001+08:00

i guess im a bit crazy when it comes to technology.....nk je beli semua benda baru yg keluar kt market tapi financial fund je yg xde...anyway someday nnt kalau boleh nk own htc touch hd...cool sgt phone ni(technically ni pda tp ada ciri2 mcm phone.hahaha)...ada wireless, HSPDA, GPS system, 5 Megapixel camera pastu touch screen...bestnye...hehehe...tambahan dgn bende lain...kalau nk lebih maklumat pglah kt website dia http://www.htc.com/..

takut untuk hadapi next sem....

2008-09-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

hey u bloggers out there..apa khabar...tajuk kali ini sy nk ckp pasal next sem iaitu sem terakhir sy kt uitm segamat ni..insyaallah..to be honest...sy rasa mcm xnk hadapi next sem..mungkin sebab cabaran yg lebih teruk lg atau... nk hadapi masa dimana sy akan meninggalkan kwn2 yg selama 3 tahun kt sini menempuhi cabaran dan dugaan sama2 dgn sy...seperti kene dismissed masuk balik walaupun terpaksa repeat byk paper, kene regging, gangguan oleh manusia dan bukan manusia, betrayal (nk tulis dlm bm tp takot...hehehe), maruah tercemar tetapi sanggup bangun kembali dan kwn menjadi lawan,...semua pengalaman ini yg bg saya sangat berharga dari gaji atau harta yg akan dikumpul nnt..sbb dari pengalaman inilah kita dpt teruskan hidup, bangun menjadi seorang manusia yg berjaya di dunia dan akhirat nnt...tetapi satu je yg sy x sanggup nk hadapi...iaitu perpisahan...lepas ini sy nk kemana??kita nk kemana??dgn siapa??soalan ini selalu bermain di fikiran sy..sebelum ni sy x pernah terfikir pasal perkara ni sbb kita take for granted benda yg ada di depan kita..contohnya masa cuti sem kita fikir pasal kwn kita..alah next sem kita akan jumpe dia lg...x payah nk belanja dia skrg...ada byk masa lg...atau pasal kehidupan kita...alah lama lg baru nk grad...nnt jelah fikir nk kemana...baik fikir pasal hari ni, mcm mana nk outing pg mkn mcd ni...kete xde...pejam celik..pejam celik dh berlalu 3 tahun..semua dah grad..ikut haluan masing-masing..masa tu rasa menyesal sbb x blanje kwn mkn atau x fikir betul2 pasal kehidupan kita..tp dh terlambat...well sy rasa mulai skrg sy nk cherish whats left of my friendship...enjoy whats left of my free time with them...sbb mungkin lepas ni kita dh x jumpa lg...sibuk dgn kehidupan masing2...so i suggest korg pun buat sama..until next time...be safe..

the irony of things

2008-09-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

tajuk kali ini sungguh hangat...hehehhe...sbb bende yg kita sangka..atau nampak tidak betul adalah sebaliknya..dan benda yg kita nampak betul adalah khayalan semata-mata....sem ni sy telah byk belajar tentang kehidupan...tentang manusia...bagi sy x wujud manusia yg happy go lucky...sbb mesti dlm hidup dia, dia akan di bebani masalah..mmg dah lumrah manusia utk diberi ujian..ujian dari yg maha agung...tetapi cara kita tempuhi ujian itu yg membezakan kita dgn manusia lain...sy belajar yg kita jangan dengar ckp org lain tentang sesuatu perkara melainkan kita dh alaminya...satu pengajaran yg sy belajar dan tempuhi dgn susah,hati yg berat dan kesal...sem ni sy dah nampak benda yg selama ni mengaburi mata dan hati sy...sy dah perasan tetapi sy tidak mahu nampak apa yg sepatutnya...mungkin sy ingin hidup di dunia fantasi...mcm cerita Kami..dimana mereka semua adalah kwn baik..walaupun ada masalah...tapi berbaik jgk akhirnya...tetapi semua tu hanya di kaca tv...bkn kehidupan sebenar...kehidupan sebenar akan wujud kemungkinan kehilangan org tersebut...dan sy mesti menerima kenyataan ini dan teruskan kehidupan...tetapi yg pasti sy hendak berjaya dlm hidup..tetapi kehidupan baru bermula utk sy..byk lg liku dan dugaan yg menanti..yg lebih teruk..kalau sy x kuatkan semangat dan iman..mungkin akan hanyut dibawa oleh arus yg sesat dari makna kehidupan sebenar..tetapi sy nk berterima kasih kepada mereka yg telah menolong sy selama ini dan meminta maaf terus dari hati sy kepada mereka yg telah sy sakiti secara terang atau sembunyi...sy akan move on...let bygone be bygone..yg lepas tu biarkan lepas...tidak berguna kita fikir pasal bende yg telah berlaku...wishing we can change it back...skrg ni sy dh ketahui bende yg sebenar...sy berharap apa yg sy nampak...apa yg sy percaya hari ini tidak akan dtg dan menikam di belakang sy suatu hari nanti...sy cuma ada family,kwn2 dan agama utk membantu sy menghadapi kehidupan yg sememangnya boleh menjadi tidak adil...dan sy harap sy jgk tidak berubah menjadi perkara yg sy benci...jadi sy meminta tlg kwn2 sy utk membantu sy menjalani kehidupan sy ini...sy dh ada family yg menyokong di kanan sy...sy dah ada agama menyokong di atas dan bwh sy..sy perlukan mereka yg boleh menyokong sy di kiri...so onegaishimas...atau tolonglah dlm bahasa melayu..hehehe...sy nk ckp terima kasih kpd mereka yg telah membantu sy menjadi sy yg sekarang...so thanks so much..hanya tuhan yg dapat balas...until next time..

10 Things Millionaires Won't Tell You

2008-08-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

1. "You may think I'm rich, but I don't."
A million dollars may sound like a fortune to most people, and folks with that much cash can't complain — they're richer than 90 percent of U.S. households and earn $366,000 a year, on average, putting them in the top 1 percent of taxpayers. But the club isn't so exclusive anymore. Some 10 million households have a net worth above $1 million, excluding home equity, almost double the number in 2002. Moreover, a recent survey by Fidelity found just 8 percent of millionaires think they're "very" or "extremely" wealthy, while 19 percent don't feel rich at all. "They're worried about health care, retirement and how they'll sustain their lifestyle," says Gail Graham, a wealth-management executive at Fidelity.
Indeed, many millionaires still don't have enough for exclusive luxuries, like membership at an elite golf club, which can top $300,000 a year. While $1 million was a tidy sum three decades ago, you'd need $3.6 million for the same purchasing power today. And half of all millionaires have a net worth of $2.5 million or less, according to research firm TNS. So what does it take to feel truly rich? The magic number is $23 million, according to Fidelity.
-hmmm...its seems one million is not enough to be a millionaire these days

2. "I shop at Wal-Mart..."
They may not buy the 99-cent paper towels, but millionaires know what it is to be frugal. About 80 percent say they spend with a middle-class mind-set, according to a 2007 survey of high-net-worth individuals, published by American Express and the Harrison Group. That means buying luxury items on sale, hunting for bargains — even clipping coupons.
Don Crane, a small-business owner in Santa Rosa, Calif., certainly sees the value of everyday saving. "We can afford just about anything," he says, adding that his net worth is over $1 million. But he and his wife both grew up on farms in the Midwest — where nothing was wasted — and his wife clips coupons to this day. In fact, most millionaires come from middle-class households, and roughly 70 percent have been wealthy for less than 15 years, according to the AmEx/Harrison survey. That said, there are plenty of millionaires who never check a price tag. "I've always wanted to live above my means because it inspired me to work harder," says Robert Kiyosaki, author of the 1997 best seller Rich Dad, Poor Dad. An entrepreneur worth millions, Kiyosaki says he doesn't even know what his house would go for today.
-even millionaires are frugal with their spending...why can we non millionaire follow suit??i mean we can buy luxury things but look at our money in the saving account lah...

3. "...but I didn't get rich by skimping on lattes."
So how do you join the millionaires' club? You could buy stocks or real estate, play the slots in Vegas — or take the most common path: running your own business. That's how half of all millionaires made their money, according to the AmEx/Harrison survey. About a third had a professional practice or worked in the corporate world; only 3 percent inherited their wealth.
Regardless of how they built their nest egg, virtually all millionaires "make judicious use of debt," says Russ Alan Prince, coauthor of "The Middle-Class Millionaire." They'll take out loans to build their business, avoid high-interest credit card debt and leverage their home equity to finance purchases if their cash flow doesn't cut it. Nor is their wealth tied up in their homes. Home equity represents just 11 percent of millionaires' total assets, according to TNS. "People who are serious about building wealth always want to have a mortgage," says Jim Bell, president of Bell Investment Advisors. His home is probably worth $1.5 million, he adds, but he owes $900,000 on it. "I'm in no hurry to pay it off," he says. "It's one of the few tax deductions
-the paragraph speak for itself...hehehe

4. "I have a concierge for everything."
That hot restaurant may be booked for months — at least when Joe Nobody calls to make reservations. But many top eateries set aside tables for celebrities and A-list clientele, and that's where the personal concierge comes in. Working for retainers that range anywhere from $25 an hour to six figures a year, these modern-day butlers have the inside track on chic restaurants, spa reservations, even an early tee time at the golf club. And good concierges will scour the planet for whatever their clients want — whether it's holy water blessed personally by the Pope, rare Mexican tequila or artisanal sausages found only in northern Spain. "For some people, the cost doesn't matter," says Yamileth Delgado, who runs Marquise Concierge and who once found those sausages for a client — 40 pounds of chorizo that went for $1,000.
Concierge services now extend to medical attention as well. At the high end: For roughly $2,000 to $4,000 a month, clients can get 24-hour access to a primary-care physician who makes house calls and can facilitate admission to a hospital "without long waits in the emergency room," as one New York City service puts it
-well if ur rich u could afford this..it would be cool to have someone taking your order of things that u could not get yourself...

5. "You don't get rich by being nice."
John D. Rockefeller threatened rivals with bankruptcy if they didn't sell out to his company, Standard Oil. Bill Gates was ruthless in building Microsoft into the world's largest software firm (remember Netscape?). Indeed, many millionaires privately admit they're "bastards in business," says Prince. "They aren't nice guys." Of course, the wealthy don't exactly look in the mirror and see Gordon Gekko either. Most millionaires share the values of their moderate-income parents, says Lewis Schiff, a private wealth consultant and Prince's coauthor: "Spending time with family really matters to them." Just 12 percent say that what they want most to be remembered for is their legacy in business, according to the AmEx/Harrison study.
Millionaires are also seemingly undaunted by failure. Crane, for example, now runs a successful company that screens tenants for landlords. But his first business venture, a real estate partnership, went bankrupt, costing him $20,000 — more than his house was worth at the time. "It was the most depressing time in my life, but it was the best lesson I ever learned," he says.
- this paragraph say that u need to be aggressive in business...not dormant such as lay and wait until people come to you...u must come to the people and pull them to you...but only in business..not in real life..any religion requires its devotees to be nice to one another

6. "Taxes are for little people."
Most millionaires do pay taxes. In fact, the top 1 percent of earners paid nearly 40 percent of federal income taxes in 2005 — a whopping $368 billion — according to the Internal Revenue Service. That said, the wealthy tend to derive a higher portion of their income from dividends and capital gains, which are taxed at lower rates than wages (15 percent for long-term capital gains versus 25 percent for middle-class wages). Also, high-income earners pay Social Security tax only on their first $97,500 of income.
But the big savings come from owning a business and deducting everything related to it. Landlords can also depreciate their commercial properties and expenses like mortgage interest. And that's without doing any creative accounting. Then there are the tax shelters, trusts and other mechanisms the superrich use to shield their wealth. An estimated 2 million Americans have unreported accounts offshore, and income from foreign tax shelters costs the U.S. $20 billion to $40 billion a year, according to the IRS. Indeed, "an increasing number of people want to establish an offshore fund," says Vernon Jacobs, a certified public accountant in Kansas who specializes in legal foreign accounts.
-i dont know about our country taxes procedures but i do know that if u wanna start a business..u are given a certain period of time and until u obtain a certain amount of profit in which u do not have to pay corporate taxes..so a good way to avoid taxes...start a business

7. "I was a B student."
Mom was right when she said good grades were the key to success — just not necessarily a big bank account. According to the book "The Millionaire Mind," the median college grade point average for millionaires is 2.9, and the average SAT score is 1190 — hardly Harvard material. In fact, 59 percent of millionaires attended a state college or university, according to AmEx/Harrison.
When asked to list the keys to their success, millionaires rank hard work first, followed by education, determination and "treating others with respect." They also say that what they absorbed in class was less important than learning how to study and stay disciplined, says Jim Taylor, vice chairman of the Harrison Group. Granted, 48 percent of millionaires hold an advanced degree, and elite colleges do open doors to careers on Wall Street and in Silicon Valley (not to mention social connections that grease the wheels). But for every Ph.D. millionaire, there are many more who squeaked through school. Kiyosaki, for one, says the only way he survived college calculus was by "sitting near" the smart kids in class — "we cheated like crazy," he says
- u see..u can flunk your test and still be a millionaire...how??read the paragraph.. :)

8. "Like my Ferrari? It's a rental."
Why spend $3,000 on a Versace bag that'll be out of style as soon as next season when you can rent it for $175 a month? For that matter, why blow $250,000 on a Ferrari when for $25,000 it can be yours for a few weekends a year? Clubs that offer "fractional ownership" of jets have been popular for some time, and now the concept has extended to other high-end luxuries like exotic cars and fine art. How hot is the trend? More than 50 percent of millionaires say they plan to rent luxury goods within the next 12 months, according to a survey by Prince & Associates. Handbags topped the list, followed by cars, jewelry, watches and art. Online companies like Bag Borrow or Steal, for example, cater to customers who always want new designer accessories and jewelry, for prices starting at $15 a week.
For Suzanne Garner, a millionaire software engineer in Santa Clara, Calif., owning a $100,000 car didn't make financial sense (she drives a Mazda Miata). Instead, Garner pays up to $30,000 in annual membership fees to Club Sportiva, a fractional-ownership car club in San Francisco that lets her take out Ferraris, Lamborghinis and other exotic vehicles on weekends. "I'm all about the car," she says. And so are other people, it seems. While stopped at a light in a Ferrari recently, Garner received a marriage proposal from a guy in a pickup truck. (She declined the offer.)
-owh...we dont have this..maybe we should...start a good renting empire...i can see it now..thousand vips,vvips and artists will line at my stores...hahaha

9. "Turns out money can buy happiness."
It may not be comforting to folks who aren't minting cash, but the rich really are different. "There's no group in America that's happier than the wealthy," says Taylor, of the Harrison Group. Roughly 70 percent of millionaires say that money"created" more happiness for them,he notes. Higher income also correlates with higher ratings in life satisfaction, according to a new study by economists at the Wharton School of Business. But it's not necessarily the Bentley or Manolo Blahniks that lead to bliss. "It's the freedom that money buys," says Betsey Stevenson, coauthor of the Wharton study.
Concomitantly, rates of depression are lower among the wealthy, according to the Wharton study, and the rich tend to have better health than the rest of the population, says James Smith, senior labor economist at the Rand Corporation. (In fact, health and happiness are as closely correlated as wealth and happiness, Smith says.) The wealthy even seem to smile and laugh more often, according to the Wharton study, to say nothing of getting treated with more respect and eating better food. "People experience their day very differently when they have a lot of money," Stevenson says.
-really...i thought money cant buy u happiness...weird..well i still think i doesnt..what do u guys think??..

10. "You worry about the Joneses — I worry about keeping up with the Trumps."
Wealth may go a long way toward creating happiness, but the middle-class rich still can't afford the life of the billionaire next door — the guy who writes charity checks for $100,000 and retreats to his own private island. "What makes people happy isn't how much they're making," says Glenn Firebaugh, a sociologist at Pennsylvania State University. "It's how much they're making relative to their peers."
Indeed, for all their riches, some 40 percent of millionaires fear that their standard of living will decline in retirement and that their money will run out before they die, according to Fidelity. Of course, it may not help if their lifestyle is so lavish that they're barely squeaking by on $400,000 a year. "You can always be happier with more money," says Stevenson. "There's no satiation point." But that's the trouble with keeping up with the Trumps. "Millionaires are always looking up," says Schiff, "and think it's better up there."
-there u have it...money cant buy you happiness...u always be jealous of other millionaires and what about billionaires??they are way richer that millionaires...so the key is to be content....

owh man...not the drama again...why me???

2008-08-18T15:37:00.000+08:00

aduh...kenapa dh nk dekat grad ni ada je masalah...skrg ni kwn baik sy yg sy kenal sejak 1 setengah tahun dulu buat hal...aduh...dahlah sibuk dgn test...test..test...ingatkan berkwn ni bolehlah tolong kita mengurangkan rasa tertekan tu tapi lain pulak jadinya..xde masa lah dgn semua ni...byk assignment nk buat..test pastu presentation...perlu ke berdrama ni?dahlah buang masa sy...zaman varsity ni kita kena enjoy...masa blaja kita blaja..masa fun kita have fun..kalau nk berdrama jual kt tv...jgn jual kt sy...kalau x laku tu maknanya org x suka..tolonglah..kita semua dh besar..ada akal..boleh fikirlah...jgnlah susahkan org lain..nk buat perangai tu buat kat parent korg...jgn buat kt kwn..kwn ni dh banyak masalah nk dirisaukan..x perlu nk tambah lg..kita student ni nk fikir pasal blaja..pastu u apa nk masuk lepas grad...subject apa...ditambah pulak dgn famili problem mcm mak sy yg sakit...kwn ni sepatutnya menjadi support and resistance(kalau siapa ambik investment course taulah apa bendenye ni...ehehehe)...kwn support kita bila kita dlm kesusahan atau perlukan kata2 perangsang atau nasihat utk berjaya..diaorg jgk menjadi resistance bila kita nk buat bende yg boleh merosakkan diri kita...so kalau korg dlm kesusahan ke...insyaallah kalau sy berupaya nk tolong sy tolong..so fikirlah baik2 k sebelum kita buat sesuatu..fikir pasal org lain kalau kita nk mintak tolong dia..dia susah ke senang ke...sebab dunia ni bkn kita punye..dunia ni tuhan yg punye...tuhan cipta semua manusia xde kelas,harta atau status..semuanya sama..kalau dia nk tarik nikmat dia...dia x tunggu kita senang atau masa yg sesuai bg kita..kalau dia nk tarik dia tarik aja...masa tu kita perlukan kesemua keluarga dan kwn utk menghadapi dugaan tu..jd fikirlah...

bkn bersifat perkauman!!!!!!!

2008-08-12T19:20:00.001+08:00

apa yg aku tulis dlm blog ini bkn bersifat perkauman..tp lebih kepada semangat nk perjuangkan bangsa sendiri..katakanlah uitm nk dibuka kepada bkn bumiputera...kalau mcm tu hapuskan sekolah2 cina dan india di seluruh negara...kalau mereka boleh buat mcm tu kenapa kita tidak boleh...aku ingat lg masa kerajaan nk sentuh pasal sekolah cina dgn india ni...korg semua kata xnk...jgn ganggu sekolah cina dgn india...bla..bla..bla.....so kenapa sekarang korg buat dekat bangsa melayu??uitm hanya utk bumiputera...x cukup ke dgn universiti lain..berlambaklah kt luar sana...kenapa nk kacau uitm je...kalau korg xdpt masuk universiti21 tu masalah korg...kenapa korg x belajar bersungguh-sungguh...cuba kita jaga keamanan negara ni bersama-sama..korg x ingat ke masa jepun jajah dulu...betapa peritnya hidup korg setiap hari..kalau org jepun tu jumpa org cina diaorg akan bunuh kan..so masa tu kita bantu membantu..kenapa sekarang berbeza..cuba kita fikirkan balik...kitaorg dh buka MRSM utk bkn bumiputera tapi korg masih x cukup...nk semua ke???...enough is enough...we all are the citizen of Malaysia..there are more pressing matters to attend to...We should be worried that the war in Iraq will devastate the entire world and cause the oil price to hit sky high or the environmental problems that were predicted years ago...the antartic or south pole is losing mass or in other words melting...if we dont do something about this there will be no world to live in anymore....plss...wake up people...no more fighting among ourselves..we should focus on what is important...we dont want anything from the past to come back again...think about your children futures..

KENAPA DGN ORG MELAYU NI !!!!!!!

2008-08-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

kenapa org melayu xnk pertahankan bangsa mereka sendiri...x cukup dgn tu ada yg nk jual bangsa sendiri..hapuskan bangsa sendiri...korg x fikir ke masa moyang kita dulu pertahankan tanah melayu ni...korg x fikir ke...ke korg dh bodoh nk mampus sampai nk fikir pun x boleh...mcm mana pahlawan melayu zaman dahulu sanggup bermati-matian pertahankan tanah ni..kita sewenang-wenangnya nk jual..nk hapuskannya...cuba korg fikir...kalau tanah melayu ni dh xde...org melayu nk pg mana..kakak...adik..emak...bapak..nenek..atuk korg tu nk pg mana...cuba bagi tahu kt aku...kalau org cina mereka boleh balik cina..org india boleh balik india..kita melayu nk pg mana??..Indon..mereka pun xnk kita...pastu ada org melayu yg sokong uitm dibuka kepada bangsa lain...korg yg sokong tu senanglah..duit byk..duit haram je yg dapat(sesetengah tu..x semua)...tp org yg duduk kt pedalaman..luar bandar mcm kt sabah sarawak tu..mcm mana diaorg nk dpt peluang masuk universiti??..diaorg kalah dari segi mempunyai fasiliti yg lengkap utk belajar..jd mcm mana diaorg nk bersaing masuk ke dalam universiti walhal kuota tu dh dipenuhi oleh bkn bumiputera...mereka juga ada komitmen lain nk dibuat...mcm nk jaga keluarga...so kalau diaorg blaja pastu dpt 8A utk SPM (sbb diaorg mana ada subjek yg ditawarkan mcm kt bandar contohnya english literature)..pastu ada bkn bumiputera yg dpt 11A..ditambah dgn org bumiputera yg dapat keputusan lebih baik..jd mcm mana dia nk masuk u..kalau ada uitm..uitm bantu bumiputera sahaja..jadi dia akan dapat masuk uitm..dapat masuk uni..blaja utk bantu keluarga..jadi jgnlah kita korbankan bangsa kita semata-mata utk kepentingan sendiri...sebab telah diberitahu..sekirannya seseorg itu teraniaya..maka doanya akan dimakbulkan tuhan..jadi cuba bayangkan doa berjuta2 bumiputera yg mahukan keadilan..xke parah kalau tuhan makbulkan doa2 itu..jadi perjuangkan bangsa kita...

korg doakan utk negara kita ni...

2008-07-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

korg kalau perasan negara kita diambang x betul...tengok sajalah kt dewan parlimen bergaduh sana sini..pastu 16 september ni mcm mana??...korg x risau ke kalau kerajaan jatuh ke tangan org yg salah pastu negara ni dijual ke negara lain?...kalau benda tu dh berlaku masa tu nk ambil tindakan sia-sia jelah...masa tu mcm mana kita nk hidup..org muslim especially..kalau negara ni jatuh ke tangan yg benci islam xke naya hidup kita org islam nnt..xleh pg masjid..xleh pakai tudung pastu xleh puasalah..mcm mana 2...kalau non muslim plak mungkin korg xdpt semua yg korg dpt skrg ni..mmglah negara ni melebihkan kepada org melayu tp korg kene fahamlah..org melayu dh bertapak di sini sebelum korg lg..cuba korg diletakkan ditempat kitaorg..mesti korg buat bende yg samakan utk pelihara bangsa korg..tp kalau kita buat perbandingan kt US lg teruk..at least kt sini kehidupan non bumi selesa dan ada yg mewah lebih dari bumi..kalau kt US sana golongan minority sedikit pun x ditolong..diaorg dilayan seperti sampah..nk naik teksi pun susah..pastu pg sekolah asyik bergaduh dan bunuh membunuh.so kalau difikirkan balik..negara ni lebih baik dari mereka..kt sini golongan non bumi dapat pertolongan dari kerajaan dan xde diskriminasi..cuma ada cetain bhg saja yg kerajaan perlu pertahankan utk org bumi ni utk sebab yg korg tau tau lah sendiri perangai org bumi kan..sampai Tun Mahathir pun give up nk ubah kitaorg....so jomlah kita bersatu dan suarakan kita punye suara...kalau kita bergabung mmg kita akan kuat...open ur hearts people...save our country

to be good or not to be good...nk jd baik atau x jd baik

2008-07-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

well this is my first posting which im gonna use a mix of english and malay..im getting bored reading my posting in one language only..jadi sekarang sy nk campur aduk...so please give ur comment if u like it or not..jd tajuk kali ini adalah nk jadi baik atau xnk jd baik...itu adalah soalan yg bermain di kepala otak sy ni...semenjak belajar di uitm segamat ni sy dh belajar byk bende..mostly about people's behaviour...sy dh tgk byk ragam manusia yg kita anggap sbg kwn pastu bertukar menjadi duri dlm daging kita..kwn yg kita anggap dia berniat baik nk berkwn rupanya mengambil kesempatan keatas kita...that's what makes me realize that i cannot be the person i was was before i came to uitm..for instance i want to give example but im not gonna tell who that person is...anyway org yg sy nk cite ni telah mengambil kesempatan keatas kesanggupan sy utk membuat keje org lain..ni berlaku masa part 2(biasalah part 2 still naive lg)...dimana masa tu kene siapkan assignment...dateline tggl seminggu je..sy dh siapkan bhgian sy but another 2 of my x group mate didnt do theirs..so here i come to save the day...typing until the wee hours in the morning...and then asking for an extension date because i couldnt finish all of it..next occurs when new batch of part 1 enter..well at first they were ok because they didnt dare to enter my room because sy dan arafat masa 2 bengang sgt kt diaorg..sbb diaorg pg buat bday celebration(korg taulah mcm mana bday celebration 2..mandi air sampah pastu lari sana sini..mcm monyet)anyway lepas part 1 diaorg masuk part 2...ni yg mendtgkan masalah..maklumlah dh naik part 2..kepala pun naiklah..masa 2 sy baru buat celcom broadband..i mean i dont care if you wanna use the internet to do ur assignment or just for leisure but for god sake man try to be considerate of the people in the room..they were online until i dont know what time but they were making alot of noise...me and arafat couldnt sleep...bengang je...dahlah kelas pkl 8 pagi...and finally i never told anybody this but i guess i should tell somebody sebelum sy jadi gilo...a friend of mine who i befriended for sometime is well to my point of view is taking advantage of me..i mean i dont see him taking advantage of his other friends..situasinye begini...ada sekali tu masa nk mkn tgh hari dia xde duit..so sy kesian kan dia sy bglah pinjam..duit tu x byk sikit je...lepas dia dh ada duit sy mintaklah..mcm biasalahkan..tp dia boleh ckp x payahlah..anggap sy blanje dia..so sy x kisahlah..jumlah pun x byk...but from that point onwards i made up my mind not to loan him any money..what pisses me off is when he is out of money and he want money he ask like we're royalties..promising this and that..but after that when we want the money back he puts us off like we're some unknown person..that is what i dont like...if you make a loan or a promise with somebody(melainkan janji tu memudaratkan anda)tolonglah bayar balik atau tunaikannya(and there are other stuff that occurs but i dont wanna get into it also)...because to gain a person's trust isnt easy...but to lose it is a simple as blinking ur eyes...i want to make the best out of the friendship that i have right now..tp tulah perkara mcm ni yg membuatkan sy rasa malas nk mempertahankan persahabatan ni..i dont need wealth or other material things and it is not suppose to be the purpose of your friendship either..i just need true friends who i can count on when i need them the most..so mcm sy dgr dari ceramah utk viva analysis pg tadi..semuanya berbalik kepada niat..kalau kita ikhlas berkwn then the friendship will last longer kalau x then perang mulut jelah nnt..anyway semua yg sy bgtau ni bknlah dgn niat nk memburuk atau mengaibkan org but just my view and opinion and also to advise so that we may change for the better..mmg betul yg kita punye characteristic yg membuatkan kita special dari yg lain tp kita kene ingat kalau characteristic kita tu membuatkan org lain sakit hati apa gunanya..so tulah nk jadi baik masalah nk jadi x baik pun masalah..susahkan dunia ni..tp mcm quotation from mother theresa...life is a challenge,confront it...life is life,fight for it...so kalau korg ada yg berubah hati dulu baik skrg jd mcm entah xtau nk kata apa silalah cite...it will really help us to grown into a better person..

wow...this is gonna be a tough sem

2008-07-21T20:09:00.000+08:00

well i guess its too early to say this but from the looks of it this sem is gonna be the toughest sem i've ever face..yet...with me living outside of campus and all..i guess its kinda hard to have group discussion where as i have fellow team mates inside the campus..so i have to go back home get changed come back to the campus and start having the discussion quickly because the administration only allow the NR(non resident)student to stay back until 10.30..well thats a bummer cuz sometimes our discussion need more time to plan...i guess thats what makes me reluctant to live outside of campus cuz when i dont have enough information i cant meet my fellow team mates to discuss..well i hope this doesnt demotivate me to do the best...anyway i pity my team mates cuz they have to wait for me and they cant discuss with me if they dont know anything...sorry u guys..i hope next sem i can apply for college and get it...

the crisis begins....bambambam...

2008-07-09T21:12:00.000+08:00

well its been awhile since i my last entry...i been busy tending to my family needs that i completely didnt have time to blog...this year has proven to be quite a challenge for my physical and mental capacity...it started with my mum cancer making a comeback..after that everything just went downhill...my recent behaviour shift didnt make things easier...anyway that was the jist of the problems that has yet to come...starting this sem i've told u guys out there that i have to stay outside of campus...and well apparently everything is a disaster..first it started with the my friends parents complaining the house that i've rent is far..well i thats true i dont deny that..but where else could u find a 2 storey house that cost about RM400 a month..and well since i hate crowded places this house is a perfect choice...just the distance..but hey this is nothing compare to the real life..some people live in seremban and work in kl..they face it with sheer determination and thats what im gonna do..im gonna get dl back this sem insyaallah..and finish my diploma without regrets and get the hell out of segamat..well lets hope my will is strong enough to face the problems since 3 of my best friends are applying for college and leaving the house..well all the best to all of u guys out there...lets end this year with a really spectacular show...

the land of the rising sun...Japan here i come

2008-06-09T13:43:00.000+08:00

hehehe...well tonight im taking a flight to Japan...i cant wait to see what they have there...i only interested to see their technology..hehehe....and maybe buy them if their are applicable here in Malaysia..and yeah i wanna see their country side...i hope what i saw in their dramas and movies are true...well see all of you in a weeks time...adios..

i did'nt get DL again...oh well

2008-06-06T18:49:00.000+08:00

it seems that i didnt get DL for this sem...well i've seen this coming from my performance in my test...it goes to show that in life u will not get what u want all the time right...well this has motivate me increase my effort next sem...i guess i will never get my NCA award for my diploma..but i can try to get it for my degree...i just hope i can enter great universities after my diploma..in this country or abroad...and this is not anyone's fault...if i want to blame somebody it should be me..so well lets move on...just like the song from all american rejects...right back at what is wrong we move along..

oil increase...try to increase these also!!

2008-06-06T13:01:00.000+08:00

it seems as if the oil has increase...again..well face it people..we all know this is gonna happen..its just a matter of time right...well i know that oil is important because it is the source of energy for our car...without it, our car would be nothing less than a pile of junk with wheels..but what im dissatisfied is that with the inevitable increase in oil price, the government did nothing to make the impact of it less to the people...well anyway im here writing this to suggest that the impact of oil increase could be lessen..if the government take action to improve the public transportation even more...i mean im not saying that the public transportation is not good..if we compare to the times before rapid kl enter the transportation system...it was hell...the buses were always late...bad in condition and uncomfortable...but right now the buses are spacious and well maintained...that is good..well apparently the citizen are now complaining about the LRT system..i mean this is a system that most working class use...it has no excuse of being late because it has its own track..well what im trying to say is even with the oil rebate..it wont be enough..so maybe the government should give rebate on using the public transportation...a lot of them..and they should reduce the road tax and maybe increase the salary of people working for the government...there are lots of alternative to lessen the impact...it just a matter of finding it and executing it..

its the final year!!!

2008-05-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

i can't believe that times flies this fast..i mean there i was just entering the university life..now im nearly at the end...nearly..it feels like it was yesterday that i was packing my bags and other stuff..getting ready to go to a place called segamat in god knows where...when i arrive there i feel like entering in to a military camp or something...i mean i thought the place gonna be in town or something..but i guess i was WRONG...DEAD WRONG...after the twisting and winding road of Tangkak to Segamat..i have to enter another road that will lead me to the campus...deep in the jungle....i mean seriously u guys...as far as i know the person who lived in place like that is a criminal..those ruthless and really horrible ones(i wanna say bad-three letter word..but i dont want to use inappropriate words)..because they need to be kept away from the society in case they break out...anyway to cut the long story short(fast fowarding)..the place has grown into me..except for the flies..i mean omg..the flies there are like everywhere...like there is a machine that produce flies 24/7, 360 days in a year..well anyway now i have only 10 months left to stay in that place..before i graduated...and move on to something maybe a bit closer to home..or maybe abroad..but i still havent made up my mind to continue study in what and where....one thing for sure..i want a job that can make me lots of money...ahahahaha...lets hope that happens....so i need to work hard for it..and also to all of u people out there, working your butt off...Gambateh..dont give up..cuz once u give up...then it is truly the end...

OMG...next sem???

2008-05-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

well it seems that next semester im gonna be living on my own...well not entirely true...im gonna be living with my friends because we decided that its time to ditch hostel and move to our own rented house...it cost RM400 per month...it has 4 bedroom and 3 bathroom....apparently some of my friends disagree with me when i told them that i found a house for us to stay in...Bandar Putra...the reason for the disagreement is that it is very far from UITM..well they haven't seen the house yet...when i took them there..they were all yes and no no... i mean how could u not love it...it's big...near hangout centres which comes alive at night(when i mean hangout centres i mean stalls beside the roads with awesome food) and well a night club..if it is worthy to call a night club..ahahahaa..but dont worry mom and dad...im not a club goer..ehehehe..i think..no harm done i trying new things right..naah just kidding..anyway nest sem we're gonna have to think about rent,electric and water bills, food and also finding time to study and complete our assignment...i hope next sem not gonna be tough on all of us because we've lived outside of campus..anyway lets pray to god that it will be the best year we've ever had..insyaallah

fighting???what the hell??

2008-05-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

last week my best friend told me that they were fighting among themselves...what is going on u guys??i mean come on we were going to watch movies together and go to sunway lagoon to that haunted house...we messed up sometimes..but i guess u guys need to settle this on ur own so maybe im gonna butt out of this one...im just gonna act normal(i would'nt even know what normal is) and maybe someday u guys wil sort things out..btw im so not gonna take u to prince court syazwan cuz well unless ur sick...really sick or dying..with blood spilling ever nook and cranies of ur body...then i will take u there..hehehe...adios

nation of united people??NOT

2008-05-18T02:36:00.000+08:00

im beginning to wonder what is happening to this country..all the needless fighting over what...money??..power??....im getting tired and sick..sickly sick...hearing them fighting..brawling against each other while they call upon to create a nation where the people unite...how very ironic...its the other way around it seems...well lets hope for the best..lets pray to god to make this country a safe and harmonious country...

being 20??what does it mean??

2008-05-18T01:29:00.000+08:00

hey u guys out there...sorry for not updating my blog..hehehee...a bit bz these few days..anyway i kinda wanna know what does it feels like to be 20?do u earn more freedom compare to when u were 19??or is it u become more mature??well i know that im a year older than i was last year but irregardless...anyway when i look at my friends who turn 20 like i do this year and some of them become more mature while others remain the same...for me i guess well i obtain a bit more freedom compare to when i was a teenager and more mature..and thus my friend call me uncle which does not make sense cuz i was born much later than he was so he should be the uncle..a very old one.....i got to go home late at night..do stuff(not the bad ones like drinking,smoking and drugs)..so i guess im gonna look forward to being 21..its the age of freedom for most teenagers..ahahahaa...u get to vote in the election..(i know a friend who didn't in the last election..hehehee..lets go voting together next time k)...but i have to be more mature cuz this is the time when im really vunerable towards negative things around me..so yeah i gotta be smart..but im not worried cuz i got great friends..and im thankful to god that i found them..hehehee..

losing someone you love???

2008-05-11T15:22:00.000+08:00

well on wednesday this week..my friend lost her father....the same week i received news that my mom probably has cancer..its like a big yellow school bus just hit you..all my plans for this semester break seems like a blur...i feel no happpiness coming through me like i do when every semester break comes in view...i dont know what to feel..sad??...angry??..i remember clearly the day my late grandmother passed away in april 2004..i was still in form 4.....among my cousins and relative i was the only one who didnt cry..i feel numb and empty..like no emotions coming through...i was afraid that the sight of me not crying will draw the wrong conclusions form my family and relative..its just i cant cry..i cant comprehend the situation..or maybe...its because i am not close to my late grandmother..but looking back i realize that i miss her very much..hahahaa...yeah..everytime raya comes around...i miss the smell of kuih lapis baking in the oven..the aroma is just tantalizing....especially when ur fasting..miss her looking busy preparing for raya day...hahaha..well what past is past i guess..we just gotta move along..like the song from all american reject..right back at what is wrong we move along..all i can give my late grandmother is my prayers ..rest in peace nenek..may allah bless you...and al-fatihah to En.Sabidin...semoga allah meletakkan dia dikalangan org yg beriman..

hey its my 1st posting!!!

2008-05-11T15:07:00.000+08:00

well..hey u guys..assalamualaikaum to those muslim readers..hahahaa...its seems that i finally fallen under my friends influence to start a blog of my own....well this is my first postings and im quite excited..ahhaaa(really??)..anyway im glad i have started a blog..(to stop my friends from pestering me anymore...hehehehe..sorry u guys..:P)...anyway i hope to post interesting topics and gossip..(huhuhuhh..gossip??...i'll try..hehehe)..anyway hope any of you readers out there enjoy reading my blog..(fingers crossed)..