its the final year!!!

i can't believe that times flies this fast..i mean there i was just entering the university life..now im nearly at the end...nearly..it feels like it was yesterday that i was packing my bags and other stuff..getting ready to go to a place called segamat in god knows where...when i arrive there i feel like entering in to a military camp or something...i mean i thought the place gonna be in town or something..but i guess i was WRONG...DEAD WRONG...after the twisting and winding road of Tangkak to Segamat..i have to enter another road that will lead me to the campus...deep in the jungle....i mean seriously u guys...as far as i know the person who lived in place like that is a criminal..those ruthless and really horrible ones(i wanna say bad-three letter word..but i dont want to use inappropriate words)..because they need to be kept away from the society in case they break out...anyway to cut the long story short(fast fowarding)..the place has grown into me..except for the flies..i mean omg..the flies there are like everywhere...like there is a machine that produce flies 24/7, 360 days in a year..well anyway now i have only 10 months left to stay in that place..before i graduated...and move on to something maybe a bit closer to home..or maybe abroad..but i still havent made up my mind to continue study in what and where....one thing for sure..i want a job that can make me lots of money...ahahahaha...lets hope that happens....so i need to work hard for it..and also to all of u people out there, working your butt off...Gambateh..dont give up..cuz once u give up...then it is truly the end...

OMG...next sem???

well it seems that next semester im gonna be living on my own...well not entirely true...im gonna be living with my friends because we decided that its time to ditch hostel and move to our own rented house...it cost RM400 per month...it has 4 bedroom and 3 bathroom....apparently some of my friends disagree with me when i told them that i found a house for us to stay in...Bandar Putra...the reason for the disagreement is that it is very far from UITM..well they haven't seen the house yet...when i took them there..they were all yes and no no... i mean how could u not love it...it's big...near hangout centres which comes alive at night(when i mean hangout centres i mean stalls beside the roads with awesome food) and well a night club..if it is worthy to call a night club..ahahahaa..but dont worry mom and dad...im not a club goer..ehehehe..i think..no harm done i trying new things right..naah just kidding..anyway nest sem we're gonna have to think about rent,electric and water bills, food and also finding time to study and complete our assignment...i hope next sem not gonna be tough on all of us because we've lived outside of campus..anyway lets pray to god that it will be the best year we've ever had..insyaallah

fighting???what the hell??

last week my best friend told me that they were fighting among themselves...what is going on u guys??i mean come on we were going to watch movies together and go to sunway lagoon to that haunted house...we messed up sometimes..but i guess u guys need to settle this on ur own so maybe im gonna butt out of this one...im just gonna act normal(i would'nt even know what normal is) and maybe someday u guys wil sort things out..btw im so not gonna take u to prince court syazwan cuz well unless ur sick...really sick or dying..with blood spilling ever nook and cranies of ur body...then i will take u there..hehehe...adios

nation of united people??NOT

im beginning to wonder what is happening to this country..all the needless fighting over what...money??..power??....im getting tired and sick..sickly sick...hearing them fighting..brawling against each other while they call upon to create a nation where the people unite...how very ironic...its the other way around it seems...well lets hope for the best..lets pray to god to make this country a safe and harmonious country...

being 20??what does it mean??

hey u guys out there...sorry for not updating my blog..hehehee...a bit bz these few days..anyway i kinda wanna know what does it feels like to be 20?do u earn more freedom compare to when u were 19??or is it u become more mature??well i know that im a year older than i was last year but irregardless...anyway when i look at my friends who turn 20 like i do this year and some of them become more mature while others remain the same...for me i guess well i obtain a bit more freedom compare to when i was a teenager and more mature..and thus my friend call me uncle which does not make sense cuz i was born much later than he was so he should be the uncle..a very old one.....i got to go home late at night..do stuff(not the bad ones like drinking,smoking and drugs)..so i guess im gonna look forward to being 21..its the age of freedom for most teenagers..ahahahaa...u get to vote in the election..(i know a friend who didn't in the last election..hehehee..lets go voting together next time k)...but i have to be more mature cuz this is the time when im really vunerable towards negative things around me..so yeah i gotta be smart..but im not worried cuz i got great friends..and im thankful to god that i found them..hehehee..

losing someone you love???

well on wednesday this week..my friend lost her father....the same week i received news that my mom probably has cancer..its like a big yellow school bus just hit you..all my plans for this semester break seems like a blur...i feel no happpiness coming through me like i do when every semester break comes in view...i dont know what to feel..sad??...angry??..i remember clearly the day my late grandmother passed away in april 2004..i was still in form 4.....among my cousins and relative i was the only one who didnt cry..i feel numb and empty..like no emotions coming through...i was afraid that the sight of me not crying will draw the wrong conclusions form my family and relative..its just i cant cry..i cant comprehend the situation..or maybe...its because i am not close to my late grandmother..but looking back i realize that i miss her very much..hahahaa...yeah..everytime raya comes around...i miss the smell of kuih lapis baking in the oven..the aroma is just tantalizing....especially when ur fasting..miss her looking busy preparing for raya day...hahaha..well what past is past i guess..we just gotta move along..like the song from all american reject..right back at what is wrong we move along..all i can give my late grandmother is my prayers ..rest in peace nenek..may allah bless you...and al-fatihah to En.Sabidin...semoga allah meletakkan dia dikalangan org yg beriman..

hey its my 1st posting!!!

well..hey u guys..assalamualaikaum to those muslim readers..hahahaa...its seems that i finally fallen under my friends influence to start a blog of my own....well this is my first postings and im quite excited..ahhaaa(really??)..anyway im glad i have started a blog..(to stop my friends from pestering me anymore...hehehehe..sorry u guys..:P)...anyway i hope to post interesting topics and gossip..(huhuhuhh..gossip??...i'll try..hehehe)..anyway hope any of you readers out there enjoy reading my blog..(fingers crossed)..